Taking Stock

School has ended....technically.
Term ended almost a month back, and I wonder why I don't seem to have much things done.

Let's take stock.
Maybe not...for there seems to be more things left undone rather than done.
The easiest excuse would be just to say that "really...there's so much work"...but I feel that partly the fault lies in the procrastination of a lot of things.

It really has been an eventful November.
To those who know...a time of great shock and disappointment.
It was also a time of hellos and many goodbyes.

The batch of 2010 have graduated.
I think it was a simple, but meaning night..."Sparkles and Jewels".  It marked the last time I would be organising this event. It's part relief...someone else will take over, and maybe breath some life into it.  It's tough when the thing is supposed to be self-funding.  But I will miss doing it for the kids ( I wonder if they appreciate this though)

I said goodbye to a few colleagues and good friends.  Their presence will be sorely missed.  Rab has always been a rock...rarely unflustered, and keeping a clear mind of things. I really enjoyed working with her.  Keng Wee...what can I say? I hope that he takes a good break. 


Why is it that people only appreciate what others have done when they are no longer around?

Me?
I have not been courageous.  I wanted out..but only got perhaps 2 toes out.
I will still do the main job, but to pull out completely is not possible.
Perhaps, one more year. We shall see.

My own children...they have grown.
The little one is on his way to sec school. I am proud of you, Akmal.
The girl...wow...she is facing a major exam next year.
And the eldest...NS soon.
It's like a new chapter in my life.

Dear God,
Thank you for all your blessings.
Thank you for looking out for my family and loved ones
Thank you for showing me the way.
I still need guidance and your Nur.
Do not forsake me.
Ameen.