Coming To Terms

Coming to Terms with...?

Do you know how good it was last Saturday when I was finally able to talk to Li-Ann? All these time, I have been tussling with an inner self that almost had me worried. I have often wondered if I had a split personality...like that of Jekyl and Hyde, or even David Banner and the Hulk.

Li-Ann called a it 'a very strong emotional sub-conscience.'Wah...maybe that explains why I tend to pick up the vibes around like a sponge. Now what I need to learn is how to control these tendencies and how to prepare myself for the reactions that follow.

Anyway, here is the main cause of my claustrophobia.
When I am overwhelmed, and cannot cope with stress, I need to keep people away. I need the space to allow myself to build a protective cocoon. My senses go on hyper-mode, and I need to physically push people away from me....hmmmm....New Agey, but at some point, she makes sense.

So what do I need to do?
When I need a time, I will now have to tell people...verbally ...to give me time until I am ready to face them...

Gee...
This is going to get interesting...