Fight or Flight

Fight or Flight
(random musings, or what happens what I talk aloud)

Ok...first do not be alarmed...
I talk to myself...out aloud. I do that so that I can remind myself to keep focus. It happens when I find that all the information I need sent by the various parts of my body does not get to the CPU ... my brain. Just like how emails and other technological what-nots get lost in cyber world...I experience an internal 'technical glitch.'...as simple as that.

So this entry is more to convince myself of the things I need to do, so that I can function as per normal...(wait...was I ever 'normal'?)

Checklist for ...stress (distress more likely)
1. Walking around like a citizen of the living dead ...ah...zombie - check
2. Eye-bags and sallow skin ( do I look like a panda?) - check
3. Unable to complete...what?..oh ...complete a sentence? - check
(Ah...4E1 a word - one, a phrase - more than one, without a capital and full stop, and a sentence is wedged between 2 full stops)
4. Cravings for chocolates, tubs of Ben& Jerry's, packs of M&Ms (oh no - melamine scare cannot!)...ok , just more Cadbury Duo? - check
5. Screaming at the scales because I am paying for my chocolate sins? - check
6. More strands of white hair and bald patches because I tug my head in despair? - check
7. Intermittenly mutters prayers and other incantations under my breath? -check
8. Porcrastinate? Procrastinate?Procrastinate? - check
9. Is irritating and iritable? - check
10. Makes no sense when I am talking to myself (like right now? ) CHECK!

Ok...where do I go from here?
Maybe should allow myself to relax and let go...(with more Ben & Jerry's)