Finding Myself

As I made my way along the corridor, I passed by the door.  A booming voice beckoned me.  I braced myself for more work.  Lately, the moment I am summoned, I tend to jump.  That's how paranoid I have become.  Either work, or for a 'gentle remainder' of work not done.

I was told to sit down.
I could not get the image of the Chesire cat, grinning at me.

"Are you still serious about your decision?"

I steeled myself.  That, was a loaded question.
My mind was already worn out by an earlier discussion.  I felt vulnerable.

I forced myself to look ahead.
"Yes."

The shoulders in front of me slumped a little.  It's already past 6.  A little late for a battle of wills; too late to try to pull a fast one.  Mind games...power games...

I needed to get out of there, quick!
Before...my shields fall.
They know that I have an Archilles heel.

"Ok...prepare your portfolios.  But I must say, I don't know what you should have.  You got things ready?"

Hope reigns...
Yes, yes, yes!

Those were the sweetest words I heard.

Dear God,
Alhamdulillah.
A shackle has come off.
There are many more I need to unlock.
With you, I am not alone.
Ameen.