The Porcupine

Here is a the unofficial Porcupine Theory for my Anak Bertuah:

Over the years, I have had my fair share of encounters with porcupines. These creatures are actually quite gentle, and seemingly mild...until they sense danger.

They have soft hair, but as defense mechanism, God has bestowed upon them hard, sharp quills. These are timely reminders to others that these animals are not to be meddled with...and not easy meals.

Contrary to urban legends, the porcupine does not use these quills as projectiles. Only when it is threatened , provoked...and only touched, do these quills come erect, and the barb will sting the enemy that disturbs it. The quill is able to detach itself from the owner...leaving the attacker suffering more than the one who loses it.

I don't know if it sounds familiar to any of you; but the 'Porcupines' I know are those who use their 'quills' as part of their personal shield. It's hard to get to know them really up close, for very rarely will they allow anyone to catch them with their guards down. They don't trust anyone...and it is extra tough to even try.

But try I must.
God knows how many times those sharp arrow-like things have pierced not only physically, but emotionally as well. Perhaps the approach was wrong, or maybe...I would like to think that the porcupine is so afraid of getting hurt, that it hurts others first. And mind you, there were times when I think that letting go and not being bothered at all would have made life so much easier...but no...there is something about them that I know I have to try to reach out.

My latest encounter...
This is one angry porcupine...Do not touch! Do not come near! Do not try!
But I see through this one...the smokescreen...the apparent "Beware, I bite!" sign.
The insecurities are so great, the inadequecies so trying, and the fears can be mind-boggling.

I will proceed with caution.
But I think...I too will come with a warning label.
Don't let the barbs sting too deep...the wounds can be septic...and will not heal.