Another special child

I know the signs...in fact I can feel it first.
When I learn to sense the vibes or auras that come from troubled soul; my whole being responds.
I am beginning to see who this child is...and I feel the pain.

But I question...am I ready?
With each special child, there is a new challenge to take on.
With the new individual, I know that again, and again...I will be tested.
I will have to encase my heart in steel...and yet, the armour will be easily broken.

I know I should not question.
God works in mysterious ways...
But please God, I am already worried about my own.
Perhaps this is Your way...

Dear special child,
I will take it slow and easy...for I am not ready for you yet.
But if it is meant to be...I will take you as my own...and do what I am supposed to do.

To all my other kids out there,
Someone is hurting very badly...I know.
Do take good care of yourselves.
I miss most of you...one way or another.
I will try...to accept this new one...and bring to the fold.