Thresholds...

I am already beginning to see how 2010 is unfolding itself to be a challenging year.
But I take it as a reminder...of my own limitations, of what I think I can achieve, and of course, of His Greatness and Will.

The Power of Prayers
those are the things that help me through each day.
That He will not forsake me...and He will keep on testing me as he sees necessary.

I will not say that my life has turned upside down. It's that many changes have taken place.
And with each test, I cross into another threshold which I never thought possible.

Today I want to talk about pain.
I thought my carpal tunnel problem was under control.  All that I managed to put aside for I really needed to be strong for my girl.  She is far more important. Her recovery is crucial.

But that evening, when the pain struck, it was so excruciating.
There is no description, like millions of redhot pins pricking my nerve endings relentlessly. Now I understand why they shot horses that break their legs...it's really more humane to be killed than to suffer.
I could not sleep the whole night, and had half a mind to chop off the limbs instead.

I don't know
Medication works now...but I realise...if I go...
what will become of my family?

God....
Help.
Ameen